Meet Amber Rose

Christ On The Cross Founder

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In my life, there was a time of salvation and a time when I really chose to surrender my life to God. For some this happened at the moment of salvation, but for me they happened at different times in my life. I was saved at a young age, but did not fully commit to living a life serving God until 2016. Religious people would tell me well… you truly weren’t saved at that young age then. In October 2016, I found myself at a place of needing more and needing a change. More purpose, more fulfillment, and growth. I had spent pretty much my entire life trying to save others and focusing on everyone else instead of focusing on myself. I now know I was doing that because I was operating out of my own wounding and needed to feel accepted by others. Keeping the focus on others, kept the focus off of me! I finally had to deal with the pain and my brokeness because I was tired of feeling the way I felt. I remember a conversation with God in that month where I invited him to change me.

Don’t be mistaken, I was not a bad person by any means, but after living a life for 2 years trying to control someone’s addiction and before that getting a divorce, I was broken. I was broken and tired. I needed change, and I had tried everything else. I needed Jesus. All I knew is that I was done trying to fill my emptiness with alcohol, sex, and other things. I truly started to surrender to him at that moment, and it has been the most amazing journey and experience I have ever had.  

I had a ton of questions for God, and I did not hold back asking them. God started to heal me, show me who I was, what my purpose was, and most of amazing of all….he showed me unconditional love. I am here to tell you that knowing who you are and what you are created to do is ultimate self fulfillment. The most amazing part of this journey was getting to know who God really was, his true character, and experiencing an intimate relationship with not only my best friend today but also the absolute perfect father. Intimacy with God is truly the most beautiful gift bestowed to us, and that relationship has come to be the most important thing in my life.

Now, it didn’t start like that as I suspect it doesn’t for anyone, but I made it a point to meet with him and pray most days of the week. Truth be told in the beginning I didn’t even know if he heard me, but I just kept doing it. There were times I questioned if it was working but then it happened. I started to see answers to prayers that I had prayed. I will never forget the excitement I felt when I saw an answer to a prayer. It made me feel so special to think that the God of all creation took time out of his day to answer my prayers. Truthfully, it made me feel loved and this is something I truly needed….something it seems we all are searching for in the wrong places. I have now learned prayer is a must in my life, and it is how I have won so many victories.

As a hungry baby, anytime I went to church everyone’s advice and answer to all problems was always the same…. “Pray.” Problem was no one was teaching anything on how to pray. Being a baby christian and an analytical person, I needed more. Not to say there is a right way to pray, but I now know without a shadow of a doubt there are strategic prayers you can use that work. I also knew that if I was going to have any type of victory in this life, I needed to understand how things worked in the unseen realm around me. How can we be victorious in the spirit realm if we don’t understand how things work? And this my friend is where all my questions came in.

I probably asked God a million questions constantly about the spirit realm and about anything else I could think of. Truth is, I have word a document titled “Questions for God” and there are still quite a few on the list. I could just picture him getting bombarded with this little toddler drilling him with unanswered questions. I actually remember him giving me a vision of my almost 2 year old daughter tugging on my leg asking me question after question after question. I knew the lord was being humorous with me, and I just laughed.  See…. when you come to get to know God’s character, you will see that not only is the father of love and compassion, but he is also very funny and playful.

In early 2017, I had been feeling in my spirit a desire in my heart to start a ministry. Like all newbies however, I doubted if it was God speaking to me or my own desire. I now realize that desire in my heart was put there by God. With that being said, I stopped questioning whether this desire was from me or God. By this time, I began to study and learn all I could from various prophetic ministries, teachers, the word (Bible), and books the lord led me to read. 

One evening in prayer, I asked the lord the name of this ministry and he not only gave it to me but also gave me a vision of the logo. How awesome is our father!!!! Since then, I have waited on the lord to release me to start this ministry and now is the time! I hope you enjoy our site and teachings that are available to not only help bring you into deeper understanding of who you are but also who he really is. Oh…… and of course teach you how to fight your battles the right way!

 
 

In my life, there was a time of salvation and a time when I really chose to surrender my life to God. For some this happened at the moment of salvation, but for me they happened at different times in my life. I was saved at a young age, but did not fully commit to living a life serving God until 2016. Religious people would tell me well… you truly weren’t saved at that young age then. In October 2016, I found myself at a place of needing more and needing a change. More purpose, more fulfillment, and growth. I had spent pretty much my entire life trying to save others and focusing on everyone else instead of focusing on myself. I now know I was doing that because I was operating out of my own wounding and needed to feel accepted by others. Keeping the focus on others, kept the focus off of me! I finally had to deal with the pain and my brokeness because I was tired of feeling the way I felt. I remember a conversation with God in that month where I invited him to change me.

Don’t be mistaken, I was not a bad person by any means, but after living a life for 2 years trying to control someone’s addiction and before that getting a divorce, I was broken. I was broken and tired. I needed change, and I had tried everything else. I needed Jesus. All I knew is that I was done trying to fill my emptiness with alcohol, sex, and other things. I truly started to surrender to him at that moment, and it has been the most amazing journey and experience I have ever had.  

I had a ton of questions for God, and I did not hold back asking them. God started to heal me, show me who I was, what my purpose was, and most of amazing of all….he showed me unconditional love. I am here to tell you that knowing who you are and what you are created to do is ultimate self fulfillment. The most amazing part of this journey was getting to know who God really was, his true character, and experiencing an intimate relationship with not only my best friend today but also the absolute perfect father. Intimacy with God is truly the most beautiful gift bestowed to us, and that relationship has come to be the most important thing in my life.

Now, it didn’t start like that as I suspect it doesn’t for anyone, but I made it a point to meet with him and pray most days of the week. Truth be told in the beginning I didn’t even know if he heard me, but I just kept doing it. There were times I questioned if it was working but then it happened. I started to see answers to prayers that I had prayed. I will never forget the excitement I felt when I saw an answer to a prayer. It made me feel so special to think that the God of all creation took time out of his day to answer my prayers. Truthfully, it made me feel loved and this is something I truly needed….something it seems we all are searching for in the wrong places. I have now learned prayer is a must in my life, and it is how I have won so many victories.

As a hungry baby, anytime I went to church everyone’s advice and answer to all problems was always the same…. “Pray.” Problem was no one was teaching anything on how to pray. Being a baby christian and an analytical person, I needed more. Not to say there is a right way to pray, but I now know without a shadow of a doubt there are strategic prayers you can use that work. I also knew that if I was going to have any type of victory in this life, I needed to understand how things worked in the unseen realm around me. How can we be victorious in the spirit realm if we don’t understand how things work? And this my friend is where all my questions came in.

I probably asked God a million questions constantly about the spirit realm and about anything else I could think of. Truth is, I have word a document titled “Questions for God” and there are still quite a few on the list. I could just picture him getting bombarded with this little toddler drilling him with unanswered questions. I actually remember him giving me a vision of my almost 2 year old daughter tugging on my leg asking me question after question after question. I knew the lord was being humorous with me, and I just laughed.  See…. when you come to get to know God’s character, you will see that not only is the father of love and compassion, but he is also very funny and playful.

In early 2017, I had been feeling in my spirit a desire in my heart to start a ministry. Like all newbies however, I doubted if it was God speaking to me or my own desire. I now realize that desire in my heart was put there by God. With that being said, I stopped questioning whether this desire was from me or God. By this time, I began to study and learn all I could from various prophetic ministries, teachers, the word (Bible), and books the lord led me to read. 

One evening in prayer, I asked the lord the name of this ministry and he not only gave it to me but also gave me a vision of the logo. How awesome is our father!!!! Since then, I have waited on the lord to release me to start this ministry and now is the time! I hope you enjoy our site and teachings that are available to not only help bring you into deeper understanding of who you are but also who he really is. Oh…… and of course teach you how to fight your battles the right way!

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